I'm sorry

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that i like you...
I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough

to be "your guy"...
I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk...
I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things...
I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy...
I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date...
I'm sorry
That I was there to talk to you up at 6am when you were not well and need sumone to talk
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend...
I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat,
only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around...
I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry
for hours,
instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before study...
I'm sorry
that you can't realize I've been the one all along...
I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care
But most of all
I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore
I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am
and at last
I'm sorry
for loving u more than my own life...:((